i'm so utterly....

[SHATOUSHKA]

sickened by my life....

[SHATOUSHKA]

i'm in that tunnel again... descending...

[SHATOUSHKA]

i am the lighthouse....

steadfast and permanent....

stretching thin... calling out...

guiding... leading...

repelling

[SHATOUSHKA]

here is where i am....

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on the raft to the underworld

[diluted]

at least its beautiful

[demon chloe]

underworld to some...might be the top of the world to another...

and this too shall pass ive heard before...


and this too might rip your heart out....heard that too...


and this will all seem better tomorrow...yeeah right...

but know this ALison..... you have friends...


Friends with snocones [img]wink.gif[/img]

[wildnthewind]

If you take all of our advice..... You can't go wrong eh?
**smooch-demons-Gennie-Myst-shakes Trampis-4-Horse's hands**

[LdyAutumn]

Hey Shatzy girl,

We love you and we hurt for you cause you are hurting so badly. We are here for the long haul and will still be here when it's not an abyss but sunshine and roses again.

[Trampis]

You need to have a kid Shatzy.I say this because I dont have one either and I think it would give our lives more meaning and structure.

I guess I'm looking for a bigger reason "to be" in my life.Perhaps you are the same.

If you have someone there to see you every day,you feel like you have to put a happy face on for them,and in doing so you practice being happy untill one day you dont have to put that face on anymore because you just are,content.

[Trampis]

I hope that didnt sound like I was hitting on you,I was just making an observation of the stage of life that we might both be in...perhaps I shall read more, post less